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February 14th, 2006
09:55 pm
well its that day for you and your special someone. it was nice. i have never had someone to share valentines day with. and the last year around this time, i was going threw alot of crap with other people. so i was kinda not looking forward to it. its nothing really that important to me, i dunno i just don't have as much appreciation for it as some people do. there are some people that seriously think this is one of the best holidays around.
the day in general was just crappy, i was in no mood to celebrate love. i was just grumpy from the beginning and was afriad i was gunno be mean to everyone, especially the ones that mean the most to me, of course i was and ended putting my foot in the my mouth at the end of the day.
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February 2nd, 2006
07:57 am
oh yes another fun day in history. today the big thing to do is play on inklink and people get in teams and tell each other what there drawing so they can cheat and win. oh bcs has such morals. i can't get on that and enjoy that fun of cheating cause the computer i have doesn't have a flash player or something so i can't get on it. it blows but i need to study for my english test.
i did my usual starbucks with stef and brett. nothing really interesting was said or done. except putting a penny on the railroad tracks. i have lots of conlficting thoughts going threw my head when i am around them. most of them are doubts. i can be very insecure with myself sometimes and last night was one of those nights were i was extremely.
but hey on a liter note its FRICKEN TOGA DAY AT SCHOOL. i have been so excited about this all week. and now that i am in my toga and my rope sandels, i feel that my life is complete now. i don't really feel like a real roman, just a 17 year old girl with a stingy smelling bed shirt over me.
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February 1st, 2006
07:57 am
so this week is spirit week at school, yippy. i am actually updating this in u.s. history while were all on the tablets researching for our research paper that is due next 9 weeks (who is really gunno do this). kinda brings me back to last year where i would update during computer with mason. most of the guys in this class are on like espn.com making sure they have a constant update on their basketball or football scores or lawn darting or whatever season it is. we have them this whole week and i actually did some researching for mine on monday but that was only because mrs pierce was our sub. i didn't get much done because we had a chemistry bank point test that day.
well the only reason i am updating cause i am extremely bored and ellen isn't talking to me because she is mysterically pissed at me and gina hasn't shown up yet. that hooker, i wonder what test she has today that she woke up to study for instead of coming to school.
i always feel extra trashy on spirit days i don't know why, i just do especially today(since its thrift store day and all). all i care about is my super awesome fladora (if you don't know what it is then look it up!) and my shoes. everything in between i sorta just threw on. some taky peasant skirt thats like black and white flowers and this really trashy button down tshirt that is like this puke pale and says producers tractor company or something like that, i can't read upside down. i dunno i feel kinda funky. i went to bed early last night because i was really tired but steve fucking hoffam called me at 10:30 wanting to "discuss what we were wearing tomorrow." he wouldn't shut up for like 20 minutes. when i saw the clock say it was getting to close to 11 for me i was like i have to go! it was too hard for him to understand.
oh check this out, CARLY dressed up today instead of maggie. i have never known carly to actually dress up on a spirit day except for pajama day. i guess maggie is going for the slutty mexican school girl look from the thrift store. she clearly forgot her spray tan to make her look for mexicana. disappointing.
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January 9th, 2006
06:44 pm
i have sustained an injury!
i was just standing talking to my mom today and then all the sudden ankle just snapped!
now i am pimp with a limp.
isn't that cute. i thought you would think so.
so i have decided today that mcdonadls makes you lazy. very lazy. think about it. so i had been what you could kinda say is working out for like 3 days in a row. and on that third day i went had some mcdonalds afterwards (DON'T TELL HOW POINTLESS IT WAS ME DAMN IT) and then the next day i was like "pshh fuck it i'm not working out today." and today, i took my kids i take to school to mcdonalds for breakfast and all i got was one of those hash brown things and look at me now, putting off my homework but mainly my DBQ. which i also didn't in class today because johnathon and i were talking how black some of the black people in our school really where. thats just my idea though and i just accidently a salt packet out of my fry thing from wendy's so you might now wanna take me seriously. this is all your decision of course, like whether to do drugs or not. i don't care if ya do'em kids, i just only care why your doing them.
and yes don't worry ladies, i have found a new was to rebel. wear your white see threw button shirts with a colorful bra. apparently its the new trend. i know i can't to show off my super hot new orange and red one. YAYA
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January 5th, 2006
05:21 pm
so i guess the idea is hard to grasp people. brett and i are dating. yes we are, FLIP OUT. we started dating like 2 weeks ago. its not that big of a deal and sarah does know! so stop asking me all these silly questions like are ya going to prom together? have yeah kissed? how far have ya gone? kinda obnoxious. oh well nothing you can about it.
well so far this week back has been stressful and everyday i seem to be nausias just because of what might happen, whats going to happen, or what won't happen. i have just beeen scared all week. and whats not helping is that i keep banging my head on stuff in the band room....like on tuesday brad kicked a door in my face and today totaly wacked myself in the head when i was spinning outside. hurt like shit. wanted to cry, but instead i just cursed for 5 minutes straight. but hey i have a lovely goose egg on the side of my head to go right next to my unicorn horn. i think i'll name it.
and also lets not forget that whore of teacher named mrs wright, well she is just a whore.
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November 28th, 2005
04:36 pm
"the south left the union, the south went to war with the union, and the south lost to the union" - coach orr.
best dang review of the civil war i have ever had
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November 23rd, 2005
09:58 am
yes sweet, thanksgiving, my favorite holiday. but i dunno my family is so disfunctional, not like yalls aren't i'm sure. but mine is just so weird. i everyyear since as far as i can remeber there was always less and less of my family there everyear. then it sorta stopped and we all came back again but its restarted again. 2 years ago my mom got really sick before thanksgiving and couldn't cook so went to some horrible resturant for it but hey atleast we got to spend time together, and this was when my uncle and his family still lived in franklin so it was just the five of us. and then there was that year my dad had a really bad reaction, i think that was 3 years ago and thanksgiving was completely called off for us cause we were in the hospital all day. and then last year my mom got really sick again, but she really just doesn't want to cook and wants pity from everybody, so she didn't cook but my uncle and his family were there we all decided to try anyway. it interesting. and now this year, my uncle is in the hospital for problems with his heart cause he has smoked a package of cigerattes ever since he was 15 and he has never been the healthiest eater. i'm really worried about him, my uncle is like a second dad to me and i love him and i don't want anything to happen to him. sorry for this being fun like most of my enties have recently.
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November 15th, 2005
06:23 am
well this is going to sound all super emo and crap, but i am having this really bad day. and because of different things so just happening at the same time. i don't want to explain the story because it practically starts a year ago, and would take maybe an hour to write. maybe one day i will tell ya what happened but i don't think i can right now. i just hate getting my hopes up.
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November 4th, 2005
06:26 pm
ok so its official, i am really grumpy.
and i have been all day, i don't know why.
and i had plans for tonight but my dad decided that we don't spend enough time together, so i had to call tony and tell him i couldn't and i'm mad because were going to see a play with cameron in it and it was going to be awesome and this would of been my only chance to see it but i had to tell him no. but my dad is bum so we had to do it. so i canceled on tony at like 4 and guess what?? in between 4 and now, like 3 other people have called and asked to do something. matthew called to go something, matt gab called to go see jarhead, and maggie and chase wanted to hang out but no i can't all because my dad is getting sad that i am growing up. this is ridicules. 2 weeks ago i was sitting at home by myself watching the entire season of laguna beach and I NEVER watch tv. this just makes me so mad that i want to go finish my research paper.
but i guess my dad is right, i'm always busy and never talk to him, let alone anyone in my family any more, and i really feel like i don't know any of them anymore. but i don't know how to talk to them now. which is even sadder. becuase your supposed to feel close to your family always, no matter what. there supposed to be that backbone for you when you feel everyone has deserted you. ugh i'm so frustrated.
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November 3rd, 2005
07:16 pm
so this is my pitiful attempt to procrastinate my research paper in U.S. history, i have been working on it since 4 and i have just about 2 paragraphs completed, i just stuck on the part about giving the opposite side of my arguement, yaaaaaaaa for the 2 paragraphs done. its seems whenever i get going, brett calls and tells me something stupid like he tried to wave at me today but i wasn't looking or someone sends me a comment somewhere i HAVE to check it. oh well.
so i am learning how to read music from rachel and boy do i suck at it. i really do put the uck in suck, ha ha ha aren't i cute and clever. i just can't memorize music notes, like note where the A is or the C sharp. i dunno maybe i just wasn't meant to play anything, but hey on a lighter note, i learned how to play mary had a little lamb on the clarinet from alex. it was awesome, its sounds like somethings dying but to me it sounds like masterpiece, thats grammy worthy.
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November 1st, 2005
07:09 pm - i feel like a loser
i really feel like a major loser:
so today my mom sent me to walgreens with the credit card to ger her prescriptions. and i was like wwooohoo i can get some free gas on the way. so i slip in 30 bucks worth of gas in my car. well i get to walgreens and i am waiting in my car messing around with the card on the window sill thing. and you know the slip of space where your window rolls down, ya well my window was down and i playing in that area with card and lucky day i dropped it down there. i was like wow, i am a stupid. so i have to tell the guy i can't pay for the prescription and i rush up to goodyear, cause its like 6:30 and i didn't want the place to close. i pull up and i tell the guy my problem and he just stood there and shook his head. he told the rest of his car fixing buddies what happened and there all there making fun of me cracking jokes like what were ya doing trying to charge something to your car. i'm sitting hear in my little school girl outfit feeling like a the dumbest person on the planet. in the end i got my mom's card out but of course without a couple of bad jokes directed toward me.
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October 2nd, 2005
09:14 pm
well i'm a bad mood. so my weekend full and this has been my only time to get on talk and might be for the whole weeek to come.
so friday:
well friday we had football game at cbhs and weren't going to to perform at half time and for some reason we had to go or a letter grade would be drop. well brad met me at wendys and went and found parking together, adorable i know. well when went to gates to get in brad could get in for free cause he had his band uniform on but with me it was tricky cause i'm in colorguard and i don't just walk in with my uniform on cause i would look retarded, i mean come on have you seeen those things. i had to convince this woman that i was with the band, i mean i had OFFICAL band tshirt, was that not enough. clearly it wasn't, but i got tired of angrying so i just paid the 5 dollars and went in. well in there was interesting. it was probly 60 degrees and nico and i were huddled under neath a blanket most of the night and i kept seeing a bunch of girls in there hoochie skirts. i was like omg how are yall alive. and then at halftime we are aloud to walk around for a bit. well chase was there so went over with him and i was hanging out with him and matthew and they decided that i was going with them to CKs afterwords and the kept wanting to leave early but i can't leave until the game is over so they got pissy. we go and it smells like smoke and some drunk comes in and starts hitting everyone at the table and we eventually leave and go to the park and play on the swings.
well saturday we had a band competion and we SUCKED. it was in pocahontus, arkansaw and we only got 4 trophies out of 15 we could of gotten. of crouse colorguard for first place our clas and our woodwinds got best in class but seriously 2 of the trophies we got were practicely E for effort trophies. well the ride home was an adventurious. were not aloud to have coed seating after it gets dark cause have problems of kids like doing it on the bus or something, i duno i'm always asleep and miss the hot action. so we all set pairs of people we sit with while parents are chekcing and switch go sit with who we wwant to when the parents aren't looking. i was working with madylen so she could sit with her boyfriend chris, and i could sit with nico. it was fun, but one time i fell asleep on nico and we missed the signal to switch so we got yelled at by some parent. but afterwards chase called me and told me to come over cause he wanted to show me something so cooool and all it was cheerleader ninja movies that was horrible. and he made me stay till 1 in morning. but it was fun.
and sunday, i went to big church because everyone in my youth group went to some concert in jackson, came home and went to go see aida with maggie and then went to fair with chase, which was so freaken crowded. some old woman hit on chase and he liked it? oh well weird weekend and now i have to write a paper.
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September 26th, 2005
06:08 pm
so a bad day. i think it might be self conscisous but then again i am pretty sure that everyone really doesn't like my hair cause it felt like everyone was talking about me behind my back today. hmmm. and don't commet saying you like my hair because it really do me no good. maybe its all in my head, maybe i dunno but i had a pretty rough besides the fact i got an 80 on my math test wooooo. but i also go in a wreck today in paridose parking lot going to ben and jerrys ( because i had desperate urge for a milkshake) and that sucked. nothing bad. some lady plowed into the front of me, not looking where she was going and funny, nothing happened to me except i got some new color on my bumper but her car was messed up, like her front seat door was busted in and tire all mested up. but it wasn't my fault cause i was going 15 and was going like 35 and not looking and he airbag went off. but they try to make it look like it was my fault since i'm a inexperrienced driver.
but i've been kinda sad cause as cheesy as this may sound i have a stupid crush on someone. and i desperately need to talk to maggie about it because she seems to be only one that cares much about my problems. so if you read this maggie, do call or just wait till u.s. history tomorrow.
i'm still craving that milkshake
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September 24th, 2005
09:09 am
so its offical, im a red head. yeah i died my hair red last night. a really dark red. some people liked it, some people don't. i have gotten mixed reviews about it, but i don't care its just hair and i'm doing it for fun.
my mom hates it but she doesn't care really care, my dad just patted me on the head and laughed. i dread what my sisters is going to say because man she is going to be a bitch about it. but i couple of people have said they realy like it and that makes me happy.
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September 12th, 2005
09:56 pm
so alas, it is the final hours of my sweet 17. yess yess i do say this is a much better birthday then last years, which was a complete disaster and ended in heart brake.
with some minor air hockey injuries and bruise from lazertron, i had a good celebration with chase, blake, MAGGIE, lora, and john. good showw. we all went to putput and had a good time and making fun of blake and playing lazertron till it closed. i love watching blake get all pissy when he loses to air hockey.
and then sunday, went with jenna and tony to the germantown fest saw vicky and josh and my day was made.
then went to dinner with stefanie wadlingtion which completed my evening but this was all before my birthday, i felt that it was surely enough, but no the fun did not end there:
the actual day was fantastic, with the 2 cakes that were made for me, thank you stefanie hardigan and ellen gillis, and then all the nifty presents like brents rapping frog and jake's wonderful paper puppets. then ellen's cake at lunch was super awesome.
then a surprise phone call from my brother telling me how he loved me, i was soo happy and i don't forget all the sweet text messages from everyone esle.
but the day was made perfect after school when tony made me dinner, vodak penne and some steak that i don't know how spell. jenna, matthew, james fount, tony, ann, and stefanie W. were all there to make it awesome. jenna got my this neat harry potter chest for my bed, its really. i have lots of fun pictures i can't wait to show you all.
well all in all, this has been a truely spectacular brithday, i want to thank everyone who was a partt of it. god bless
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August 30th, 2005
04:03 pm
blah this really sucks, a tree fell on my house. which is why i wasn't at school today. it happened last night like around 2. it shook the house real bad i thought it was just some earthquake or something so i went back to sleep. well i got up the next morning and i got all reayd for school and then i walk to my car outside and HELLO theres a tree in the driveway. and this isn't some small tree, this is like one of those huge monster ones you try to build tree houses in. the tree was blocking all the cars and sorrowfully i couldn't go to school. so i called mason and the duffles telling them i regretfully can not take thme to school.
but yeah the damage, so the guys come and clean it up and once they cut off all the branches and all that is left is the big trunk, we got to see the damage down. well all the cars were fine except lucky day, mine. my car had soften the blow from the fall and was why the tree didn't come falling into thehouse. it would of fallen straight threw my room if it weren't for my car. so hood is pretty messed up from the top but you can't notice from the ground and the back windows are all busted and theres glass everywhere. to better explain what happened i drew a picture:
still kinda confuse, well your retarded!
just kidding
well the only thing i am worried about is all the homework i have missed for tomorrow and my cuts on my legs and hands from cleaning up the glass
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August 19th, 2005
05:39 pm
well my first of school was pretty bad. i was just miserable for some reason, i couldn't get happy. the main reason was because i am back on aderal that stuff just makes me depressed. i hated it. i tried to have fun but it just wasn't happening i kept thinking that nobody wanted to be around me. i really hate it when i am like this.
today is also a sad day my brother is moving out today and getting his own house. i'm gunno miss him and worst of all tony has work tonight and i have no one to hang out with.
tomorrow bcs plays melrose at the liberty bowl, i have to go because we have to perform at half time. yippy! i really think everyone in the band hates me. i think whenever i come around, its like gosh here comes abby, especially with ellen. i don't know what happened. band camp was alot of fun, it just feels like all that is gone.
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August 9th, 2005
11:44 am
so sweeet action, i got my oil changed for free last night by this guy who works at TCBY with me and also works at the car place next door.
it was really cool how it happened, i was making a list of things i needed to do before the first day of schoool, i was so mad i was making it to, i felt like i was turning in my mom, and i put that on my list and he read it and said he would do it. it was awesome. he said if i would had to pay for it, it would of been like 25 bucks.
yeah so my little live journal has been random pointless stuff that nobody cares about.
i'm going to see west side story at some collierville theatre on friday with tony and spencer. its gunno be sweet.
i also just bought my shoes for school offline there reall neat
yeah i know
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July 20th, 2005
02:30 pm
theres a nickel on the ground outside the window, thats our tip, get it! - hannah
my cousin matt took my alarm clock with him to kingsport, bitch. he admitted it last night, he said his dad packed it for him. damn it. that means i have to buy a brand new when school comes around. i have been using my cell phone to wake me up the whole summer because he had to borrow mine for work.
ok so i never update, i'm sorry. there is something about the summer that keeps me from updating me livejournal. i think causes i'm busy or there is nothing to talk about. i wish i had more to say.
i hate when you see people you haven't seen in awhile and they ask you what have been doing during your summer break? i stop and think about it and i really haven't done anything. i mean yeah i did S.O.S. but like most people don't know what that is and i hate having to explain somethine over and over again so i always say nothing and i sound really boring and sad and like i have no life, but i have a really fun summer but i just don't know how to explain it. oh well maybe the words will come to me some day.
ok so i finished the 6th harry potter book moday morning at ann's house and i was so depressed the rest of the day. truely yall the ending is so depressing. i am still kinda upset. i'm also upset because it won't be a while to the next one comes out. i love those books. i think i wil reread them all when i start and finish my summer reading.
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July 15th, 2005
03:19 pm
i'm really sad, my cousin went back home in kingsport. he lived with us for summer and went home this morning without saying goodbye. it reeally broke my heart. i love my cousin matt, he was alot of fun but i feel like i didn't get to him as well as i should have this summer. i started crying a few seconds ago when i clicked on aim and his sn started to sign on. that would be the last time.
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