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February 14th, 2006
09:55 pm
well its that day for you and your special someone. it was nice. i have never had someone to share valentines day with. and the last year around this time, i was going threw alot of crap with other people. so i was kinda not looking forward to it. its nothing really that important to me, i dunno i just don't have as much appreciation for it as some people do. there are some people that seriously think this is one of the best holidays around.
the day in general was just crappy, i was in no mood to celebrate love. i was just grumpy from the beginning and was afriad i was gunno be mean to everyone, especially the ones that mean the most to me, of course i was and ended putting my foot in the my mouth at the end of the day.
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February 2nd, 2006
07:57 am
oh yes another fun day in history. today the big thing to do is play on inklink and people get in teams and tell each other what there drawing so they can cheat and win. oh bcs has such morals. i can't get on that and enjoy that fun of cheating cause the computer i have doesn't have a flash player or something so i can't get on it. it blows but i need to study for my english test.
i did my usual starbucks with stef and brett. nothing really interesting was said or done. except putting a penny on the railroad tracks. i have lots of conlficting thoughts going threw my head when i am around them. most of them are doubts. i can be very insecure with myself sometimes and last night was one of those nights were i was extremely.
but hey on a liter note its FRICKEN TOGA DAY AT SCHOOL. i have been so excited about this all week. and now that i am in my toga and my rope sandels, i feel that my life is complete now. i don't really feel like a real roman, just a 17 year old girl with a stingy smelling bed shirt over me.
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February 1st, 2006
07:57 am
so this week is spirit week at school, yippy. i am actually updating this in u.s. history while were all on the tablets researching for our research paper that is due next 9 weeks (who is really gunno do this). kinda brings me back to last year where i would update during computer with mason. most of the guys in this class are on like espn.com making sure they have a constant update on their basketball or football scores or lawn darting or whatever season it is. we have them this whole week and i actually did some researching for mine on monday but that was only because mrs pierce was our sub. i didn't get much done because we had a chemistry bank point test that day.
well the only reason i am updating cause i am extremely bored and ellen isn't talking to me because she is mysterically pissed at me and gina hasn't shown up yet. that hooker, i wonder what test she has today that she woke up to study for instead of coming to school.
i always feel extra trashy on spirit days i don't know why, i just do especially today(since its thrift store day and all). all i care about is my super awesome fladora (if you don't know what it is then look it up!) and my shoes. everything in between i sorta just threw on. some taky peasant skirt thats like black and white flowers and this really trashy button down tshirt that is like this puke pale and says producers tractor company or something like that, i can't read upside down. i dunno i feel kinda funky. i went to bed early last night because i was really tired but steve fucking hoffam called me at 10:30 wanting to "discuss what we were wearing tomorrow." he wouldn't shut up for like 20 minutes. when i saw the clock say it was getting to close to 11 for me i was like i have to go! it was too hard for him to understand.
oh check this out, CARLY dressed up today instead of maggie. i have never known carly to actually dress up on a spirit day except for pajama day. i guess maggie is going for the slutty mexican school girl look from the thrift store. she clearly forgot her spray tan to make her look for mexicana. disappointing.
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January 9th, 2006
06:44 pm
i have sustained an injury!
i was just standing talking to my mom today and then all the sudden ankle just snapped!
now i am pimp with a limp.
isn't that cute. i thought you would think so.
so i have decided today that mcdonadls makes you lazy. very lazy. think about it. so i had been what you could kinda say is working out for like 3 days in a row. and on that third day i went had some mcdonalds afterwards (DON'T TELL HOW POINTLESS IT WAS ME DAMN IT) and then the next day i was like "pshh fuck it i'm not working out today." and today, i took my kids i take to school to mcdonalds for breakfast and all i got was one of those hash brown things and look at me now, putting off my homework but mainly my DBQ. which i also didn't in class today because johnathon and i were talking how black some of the black people in our school really where. thats just my idea though and i just accidently a salt packet out of my fry thing from wendy's so you might now wanna take me seriously. this is all your decision of course, like whether to do drugs or not. i don't care if ya do'em kids, i just only care why your doing them.
and yes don't worry ladies, i have found a new was to rebel. wear your white see threw button shirts with a colorful bra. apparently its the new trend. i know i can't to show off my super hot new orange and red one. YAYA
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January 5th, 2006
05:21 pm
so i guess the idea is hard to grasp people. brett and i are dating. yes we are, FLIP OUT. we started dating like 2 weeks ago. its not that big of a deal and sarah does know! so stop asking me all these silly questions like are ya going to prom together? have yeah kissed? how far have ya gone? kinda obnoxious. oh well nothing you can about it.
well so far this week back has been stressful and everyday i seem to be nausias just because of what might happen, whats going to happen, or what won't happen. i have just beeen scared all week. and whats not helping is that i keep banging my head on stuff in the band room....like on tuesday brad kicked a door in my face and today totaly wacked myself in the head when i was spinning outside. hurt like shit. wanted to cry, but instead i just cursed for 5 minutes straight. but hey i have a lovely goose egg on the side of my head to go right next to my unicorn horn. i think i'll name it.
and also lets not forget that whore of teacher named mrs wright, well she is just a whore.
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November 28th, 2005
04:36 pm
"the south left the union, the south went to war with the union, and the south lost to the union" - coach orr.
best dang review of the civil war i have ever had
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November 23rd, 2005
09:58 am
yes sweet, thanksgiving, my favorite holiday. but i dunno my family is so disfunctional, not like yalls aren't i'm sure. but mine is just so weird. i everyyear since as far as i can remeber there was always less and less of my family there everyear. then it sorta stopped and we all came back again but its restarted again. 2 years ago my mom got really sick before thanksgiving and couldn't cook so went to some horrible resturant for it but hey atleast we got to spend time together, and this was when my uncle and his family still lived in franklin so it was just the five of us. and then there was that year my dad had a really bad reaction, i think that was 3 years ago and thanksgiving was completely called off for us cause we were in the hospital all day. and then last year my mom got really sick again, but she really just doesn't want to cook and wants pity from everybody, so she didn't cook but my uncle and his family were there we all decided to try anyway. it interesting. and now this year, my uncle is in the hospital for problems with his heart cause he has smoked a package of cigerattes ever since he was 15 and he has never been the healthiest eater. i'm really worried about him, my uncle is like a second dad to me and i love him and i don't want anything to happen to him. sorry for this being fun like most of my enties have recently.
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November 15th, 2005
06:23 am
well this is going to sound all super emo and crap, but i am having this really bad day. and because of different things so just happening at the same time. i don't want to explain the story because it practically starts a year ago, and would take maybe an hour to write. maybe one day i will tell ya what happened but i don't think i can right now. i just hate getting my hopes up.
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November 4th, 2005
06:26 pm
ok so its official, i am really grumpy.
and i have been all day, i don't know why.
and i had plans for tonight but my dad decided that we don't spend enough time together, so i had to call tony and tell him i couldn't and i'm mad because were going to see a play with cameron in it and it was going to be awesome and this would of been my only chance to see it but i had to tell him no. but my dad is bum so we had to do it. so i canceled on tony at like 4 and guess what?? in between 4 and now, like 3 other people have called and asked to do something. matthew called to go something, matt gab called to go see jarhead, and maggie and chase wanted to hang out but no i can't all because my dad is getting sad that i am growing up. this is ridicules. 2 weeks ago i was sitting at home by myself watching the entire season of laguna beach and I NEVER watch tv. this just makes me so mad that i want to go finish my research paper.
but i guess my dad is right, i'm always busy and never talk to him, let alone anyone in my family any more, and i really feel like i don't know any of them anymore. but i don't know how to talk to them now. which is even sadder. becuase your supposed to feel close to your family always, no matter what. there supposed to be that backbone for you when you feel everyone has deserted you. ugh i'm so frustrated.
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November 3rd, 2005
07:16 pm
so this is my pitiful attempt to procrastinate my research paper in U.S. history, i have been working on it since 4 and i have just about 2 paragraphs completed, i just stuck on the part about giving the opposite side of my arguement, yaaaaaaaa for the 2 paragraphs done. its seems whenever i get going, brett calls and tells me something stupid like he tried to wave at me today but i wasn't looking or someone sends me a comment somewhere i HAVE to check it. oh well.
so i am learning how to read music from rachel and boy do i suck at it. i really do put the uck in suck, ha ha ha aren't i cute and clever. i just can't memorize music notes, like note where the A is or the C sharp. i dunno maybe i just wasn't meant to play anything, but hey on a lighter note, i learned how to play mary had a little lamb on the clarinet from alex. it was awesome, its sounds like somethings dying but to me it sounds like masterpiece, thats grammy worthy.
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